The unknown...

Today Justin and I went to the mall to register for wedding gifts. Getting married again is such a joyous occasion and I'm happier than ever. At 35 I feel like I'm getting  do-over in life and this time I hit the jackpot, woohoo! But at this moment there still is so much ahead that is unknown...Right now we are busy planning our wedding. Justin is preparing for his PE and at the same time we both have one foot in OK and the other in NC as we start to realize that our time here is almost done. It's hard to want to make friends knowing that we are never coming back here. It's hard to want to do things that will make it harder to leave. I know for sure that we will miss this house! It's definitely a house we could live in forever. We love it and know that most likely we will be in an apt when we move back or another rental. I'm so tired of moving. Every year for 5 years I've had to move. I so desperately want a place to call home instead of a temporary living space. I'm a planner and want to know what's ahead...how this is all going to work out?!?! It's hard to be in this temporary state. I love my job and worry I won't find another one like it. However it's not good enough more me to want to stay here without my family and friends. So even as some parts of my life are coming together, others are still up in the air. That is life...its the journey, not the destination (which is what my fortunate cookie from Pei Wei told me today, ha!)